Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it's like you haven't been gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me And with all my heart I'm sure we're closer than we ever were I don't have to hear or see, I've got all the proof I need There are more than angels watching over me I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE
That when you die your life goes on It doesn't end here when you're gone Every soul is filled with light It never ends and if I'm right Our love can even reach across eternity I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE
Forever, you're a part of me Forever, in the heart of me And I'll hold you even longer if I can The people who don't see the most Say that I believe in ghosts And if that makes me crazy, than I am
'CAUSE I BELIEVE There are more than Angels watching over me I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE (and I hope you all do, too)
Living your same life as a parent / Pat Holden (passerby)
To Jason and his family,
I dont want to say That H word that goes with Birthday. Because I dont see how days like that can be happy. My oldest son died at the age of 21, 2 years ago. It was very unexpected. This is such a deep gut wrenching hurt that doesnt ease up or will never go away, i dont care what other people say. I read all your things on this site and its absolutely wonderful. It i so much like my sons site, the meaning of everything you wrote is so true. I bet Jason and Anthony are friends up in that big blue sky. My son turned 24 on Dec. 22, he was born in 1984. Being so close to the holidays is no easy task for us left behind, because we cant celebrate like we did before, people expect us to be able to put up a tree and shop till we drop, but now I dont even want those days to come around. What use to be a celebration is now a devastating day with all kinds of memories. What would we do without our memories of our sons? These websites are what keeps me going. I at times feel, angry, sad, depressed, lonely, resentful and so much more. Know that I am thinking of you and your loved ones. I know for your daughter to lose a brother is hard, we know what we are going through but we cant get into the minds of our chlidren. I have 2 others sons that are 22 and 18, they are devastated to say the least and you are so right, they will neevr see their neices, or a sister in law, they can just go to the cemetary and visit. We as they have lost a huge part of their future. I wish you peace today sweet angel, give Anthony a hug for me.......anthonysurvilla.memory-of.com
"God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share The joy of little things, In order to appreciate The happiness life brings.
I think he knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes Or some goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart, To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship Unselfish...lasting...true, And so God answered the heart's great need With a CHERISHED FRIEND....like you."
FOREVER FRIENDS WITH A SPECIAL BOND~OUR BOYS!!
LOVE AND HUGS,
CATHY GIRAUD (DAVID'S MOM)
"I know it hurt's" / Valerie Mom To Joshua Lipscomb (Mutal heavenly friends ) Dearest Alice,I realize the pain is so much sometimes that you just wonder"MY GOD,how do I even take one more breath?" I really can only tell you this,this is what my mom told me, it doesn't make it any easier,but I think about it from time to time.I was so mad at myself for not catching my Son's cancer earlier and my Mother reminded me that even if I had of, Joshua would have died that day anyway,that was his day to die, "To everything there is a season,a time to live and a time to die",Joshua use to ride a motorcycle too,who know's maybe he would have died that way if not the way he did,I really don't know,but for some reason his name was called that day in June. I know your pain ,I feel this pain every day,sometimes all day and in to the night. I wish I could hug you and we could just cry hard with no guilt,knowing we each could grieve with each other and actually know the other's pain,but I can tell you that you are special to me,every time you light a candle for my Joshua, I know that you know my heart !! Thank you for helping me,I pray every night for your heart,your broken forever heart,because I have that same heart...xoxo All my deepest heart felt sadness for you losing a Beautiful Son...Jason **Watch over your Mommy** xoxo
Happy Valentine's Day / Marilyn-Rachel's Mom
My Gratitude / Cheryl ^Jeremy^ Radford (Connected by Angels ) Hello from Australia Alice Thank you for taking the time to visit Jeremy's site and lighting a candle; I particularly appreciate the personal message. Yes! Jeremy did have the 'Spirit of Rebellion" and we had much prayer about that. Apart from that he had the most infrectious smile which I notice also Jason is blessed with. It is hard to comprehend the loss of such beautiful souls - can see your Jason is a very special young man. Love the hair!! Your visit to the site means so much to me and it will be an honour to remember Jason whose life was tragically cut short. Pray that we feel the presence of our 'boys' to help us to endure the pain. God Bless Cheryl Radford
Happy Birthday Jason! / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )
Knowing all too well how you feel 1-14-08 / Pat Holden To the family of Jason, I too have lost a son, this is the most horrific thing for a parent to go through in life. I have just spent almost 2 hours on Jason's site. It reminds me of myself and how I word things. Our sons meant and still do mean the world to us, and it doesn't stop with their deaths. Others think that we can just go on after time but we can't. every breath we take, every time we close our eyes we see our boys. I don't understand this life at all, I am bitter, mad for Anthony to have been taken so young. He too like Jason had so many plans for his future. The boys were born the same year, Anthony just had his 23rd birthday in heaven on Dec. 22. When he was born i brought him home xmas morning, so needless to say that week is really tough on me.I do have 2 other sons but they can never replace my Anthony, nor would they try! You have done a wonderful tribute to your boy.I'm sure he is looking down and is proud. If you ever want to chat just write to me. Peace to you....anthonysurvilla.memory-of.com I hope the boys are celebrating up there.
Happy Birthday Jason / Denise Kneale (connected by angels ) Have a fantastic Birthday in Heaven Jason, hope you find my James, his big bro Daniel and his 4 buddies who will celebrate with you, lighting up our skies. Please leave sm signs for your dear family, so they may feel the peace you do. Love and Blessings Denise, mum to James. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx
THINKING OF YOU ALL TODAY...... / Shelly Alwayskennysmom Oh Dear Alice...My heart is going out to you today.Your precious Jason's birthday.Yes...he should be here....with you.I just had to say....the words of his site are all so true.....You put them down just as I feel.Since my daughter did Kennys site....I feel it does'nt have....a mothers love...a mothers loss.Sending you strength,to get through This Day....tomorrow & all the days after that.....Love,Shelly xo
Happy 24th Birthday Jason!!! / Susie
Happy 24th Birthday Jason! / Susie Keene (Sis to Angel Tim Andrews )
WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS JASON, / ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT'S GRMA ROSE (ANGEL FRIEND )
JASON, THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR LOVING FAMILY TODAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. IT IS SO TERRIBLY HARD FOR US LEFT DOWN HERE TO HAVE TO GO THROUGH OUR ANGELS BIRTHDAY'S WITHOUT THEM HERE. BUT I WISH THEM COMFORT AND PEACE. I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY WITH ALL YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS. DON'T FORGET TO BLOW DOWN SOME SWEET ANGEL KISSES FOR ALL WHO LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Happy Birthday in Heaven precious Jason / Janet (Mom To Nicholas Piccolo) God bless
To all who love and remember your sweet Jason: / Cathy/Mom To David Giraud (Visitor) My heartfelt sympathy and condolences to Jason's loved ones. What a handsome young man! I feel your pain, it's the worst thing in the world to lose a child. We lost our son to suicide: His life seemed to be going so well, he was only 32, had his own home, his dream job, a loving girlfriend, we ask ourselves--WHY? Some things we will never know! After his death, of course, things came out about his life, we had no idea were going on! Your Jason, so full of life, so adventurous, you have your memories, as do we, to hold in our heart's our whole life through! They keep them alive! I do not believe our God takes anyone! Death is part of this world, it's not a perfect world! Your Jason was to young, and I believe we will see our boys again, this is our HOPE! My prayers are with you, especially during this Holiday Season!
ISAIAH 25:8 "HE WILL SWALLOW UP DEATH IN VICTORY; AND THE LORD GOD WILL WIPE AWAY TEARS FROM OFF ALL FACES; AND THE REBUKE OF HIS PEOPLE SHALL HE TAKE AWAY FROM OFF ALL THE EARTH: FOR THE LORD HATH SPOKEN IT."
1CORINTHIANS 15:54 "SO WHEN THIS CORRUPTIBLE SHALL HAVE PUT ON INCORRUPTION, AND THIS MORTAL SHALL HAVE PUT ON IMMORTALITY, THEN SHALL BE BROUGHT TO PASS THE SAYING(Isaiah 25:8) THAT IS WRITTEN, DEATH IS SWALLOWED UP IN VICTORY" GOD BLESS YOU!!
From one Grieving Mom to Another! / Cathy/Mom To David: Giraud-1973-2006; (A Visitor ) To Mom and Dad, who loved their sweet son, Jason: My heartfelt prayers and condolences, so sorry for your loss! I hope I don't offend you, but I don't believe that God is the author of death, I don't believe he wants any of his beloved children to die so prematurely! Our son died, by way of suicide: David was 32 years old, and his life seemed to be going so well. We ask ourselves, WHY??? Some things we will never know! Of course, after, then some things came to light, that we had no idea he was going through, Still we ask WHY??? Your son, so handsome, such a beautiful smile, so full of adventure and life. He is in your hearts, the memories will be there forever!
ISAIAH 25:8 "HE WILL SWALLOW UP DEATH IN VICTORY; AND THE LORD GOD WILL WIPE AWAY TEARS FROM OFF ALL FACES; AND THE REBUKE OF HIS PEOPLE SHALL HE TAKE AWAY FROM OFF ALL THE EARTH: FOR THE LORD HATH SPOKEN IT"
1CORINTHIANS 15:54 "SO WHEN THIS CORRUPTIBLE SHALL HAVE PUT ON INCORRUPTION, AND THIS MORTAL SHALL HAVE PUT ON IMMORTALITY, THEN SHALL BE BROUGHT TO PASS THE SAYING THAT IS WRITTEN(ISAIAH 25:8) DEATH IS SWALLOWED UP IN VICTORY"
Thinking of you and your family. I lost my only son in an atv accident in July of 06, he was 9. Loved to ride. At his funeral the peacher spoke of no speed limits or stop signs in heaven. The hardest thing both of us will ever have to do is live the rest of our lives without our precious boys. My only hope is that there really is a heaven and we will be together again.
Tributes and Condolences
Dearest Alice,I realize the pain is so much sometimes that you just wonder"MY GOD,how do I even take one more breath?" I really can only tell you this,this is what my mom told me, it doesn't make it any easier,but I think about it from time to time.I was so mad at myself for not catching my Son's cancer earlier and my Mother reminded me that even if I had of, Joshua would have died that day anyway,that was his day to die, "To everything there is a season,a time to live and a time to die",Joshua use to ride a motorcycle too,who know's maybe he would have died that way if not the way he did,I really don't know,but for some reason his name was called that day in June. I know your pain ,I feel this pain every day,sometimes all day and in to the night. I wish I could hug you and we could just cry hard with no guilt,knowing we each could grieve with each other and actually know the other's pain,but I can tell you that you are special to me,every time you light a candle for my Joshua, I know that you know my heart !! Thank you for helping me,I pray every night for your heart,your broken forever heart,because I have that same heart...xoxo All my deepest heart felt sadness for you losing a Beautiful Son...Jason **Watch over your Mommy** xoxo
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